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recent pictures, it was one boring saturday night. Love is in the Air but I will never know when it falls :) :/ Only can be hopeful that things will continue the way it is, i love you desmond. |
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| hey thanks for stopping by. if you read on, this is something for my love. he will not be reading this because its only my thoughts and i dont think i will tell him any of this. Its been 9 months and 1 day since we been going through this. over and over again, i feel as if i become speechless everytime we do the same thing. i'm tired, i'm frustrated, i'm sad because things wont get any better. i tried so hard to do the right thing and i still now continue to try. but i just really wish there was something from you that says look, i notice what you been doing.. i apperciate everything. thats all i want to hear. as of right now, i dont think i'll ever hear anything like that. because you continue to have doubts about me and not trust me for things i done years ago. for whatever it is, i'm sorry. but now i, i have something to say. even though you do not trust me and i really expected you to, no matter how hard i try and convince myself, there is only us, i still think theres always someone else other than me. i picture us perfect but its the things you do and say that makes me think, he rather be with someone else. maybe its jealousy but i cant stand to image you with any other girl than me. i know im not flawless but i expected to be love by you for me and nothing else. i wish you could hear the thoughts in my head, you wouldn't ever think i love anyone else but you. i wish you could read the words on my face, you would think twice before ending things so easily. all i can do is hope and wait for things to better but if it seems like im depress, im just disappointed at the moment but im more than happy to have you in my life. i see us together 50 years from now, better and together, never apart. i know we have alot to work on but i really wish you wouldn't quit on me everytime something goes wrong because all relationship are not perfect, we will always have something to fight about. and if i have to i WILL fight with you over and over again as long as when i wake up and you're still here. i trust in us.. i love you |
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| 2009  Im back.....
Wow. It has been years since I have log in on my xanga. I am 18 years old turning 19 next month and currently in college. Things has changed enormously and I have learned so much about life. I go back and read the old things I wrote back then in my xanga and myspace and look back and laugh at stupid things I said and done. Even though things are not perfect as of right now, I'm happy because I have the most perfect people around me. Thanks for coming through. peace
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this is what happens when Page high school has grimsley grit day. lol |
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